Sunday, November 28, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
and for much time afterwards,
if my name or mouth or sound resides in the ears or minds or hearts of another
I will never ever judge anyone.
I will never ever judge you.
We all want to be loved.
We all want to be held.
We all want to spout and feel free to do so,
intermittently and spasmodically,
we ache to be filled
our minds are vessels for real light,
so let's have them!
Let us relish in their delights because without a
being that is US-
what do we have but an empty void longing to be filled with pretty pain
(And what a crusty world that would be!)
I trust you
and I trust others
and I think that because of which,
my mind is okay with just spouting a mile a minute and not really thinking about it
or re-reading the text I write
and it doesn't matter who you spout to
or who cares to listen
it is the knowing that someone is looking when you are not-
and someone is caring when you think impossibilities-
and there is always someone out there
for the exact same...
we all are
at different times of the day,
but we all are.
I will admit it took me so long to get to this point,
but I am here.
you are too.
(You are there though,
I know this about you.)
I think you are one of the most beautiful beings I have ever met
and it didn't even take you saying a word to me for me to realize such.
You are effervescence in a candled jar.
You are glowing my room from here,
and have for a while.
I think this is half of the reason why I am
drawn to you.
The other half is not-knowing and that is the best of
Your mind is so powerful
you don't even have to write
or see faces-
You just are
and I will always believe it.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
It's got many ways about it and holes hardly porous - having been poked alot. Decrepit and platonic, but never finger worn.
Too tight and asymmetrical.
Pretending to function; functional for appearances.
Traveling in purses and bags along side crumbs and mints.
How natural it is to get lost beside its surroundings.
Not to catch tears, not to drink in reconciliation, but rather to fill with an interminable flood of infatuation. It will jump and flip in the excitement of anticipated filling. And how fast it will drown in its contents. Alas thimbles don't breathe!
(filled and overflowed)
It's a listless swimming with an addictive rhythm. The passive versus the penetrating. So grounded to the table of cautious passion. So careful as to worry the inevitability of its tipping.
Still enveloped, surrounded, covered in the sediments laying on its side - a hopeful side that can only crumble and sogg. And a year will pass this way trying to get back up. The safe place before the flood. Establishing its larger base finally, all light-headed. A recovery quite unrecognizable but thimble thinks itself stable.
Willing to dance and dive and be permeated.
All over again.
How weary it will be.
Tip, tip, so quick.
The only time I'm no Lorris. The only time I'm rapid.
I'll wait in silence dreading the very idleness that is the answer.
The rain and the city's rustle will take the place of that silence just as well. And I'll hope that the wet droplets will spare me 'from all emergencies of passion and fill me [only] with the spongy serenity of a lack of appetite.'
Two months and a year.
Thimble, you'd make a better key chain.
the poor thimble will never find belonging.
dear thimble, you served more of a purpose when you were alongside your classically unrelated Monolopy pawns.
you were stolen, and sat beside what you emulated - belonging? diminishment? you were given away, with the illusion that you held meaning, contempt, and served as more-or-less a symbol of what which you are neither.
on your own, you are useless. hardly forgotten, you are told.
but go ahead, compare yourself to others, dream about being a real thimble, being stabbed over and over, protecting someone else from harm.
go ahead, live in the past, dream about collecting dust in an attic inside a cardboard boxed set, growing old with the ones you say you loved.
or rather, go ahead, accept living in the gutter, make a home within the depths of a travelling purse, living in fear of being dumped at any minute.
dear thimble, you will never know or stop to fathom that people admire you, and spend time writing tributes to you. you are put on an illusionary pedestal that is so high it's practically sarcastic.
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